Post by Michelle Moore on Jan 13, 2021 0:33:27 GMT
Have you ever been so high that you couldn't comprehend life? That nothing, no matter how hard you tried to focus made sense?
Thats me..
But I'm not high on any drugs. It's just my life, man. Things haven't been making much sense here lately.
I mean, there's a GOAT in my living room, doing whatever the fuck it is that goats do. Then there's the monsters that are walking around..
But like, that's normal I guess? Monsters walking around during broad daylight acting like it ain't shit. I'm not saying that as just some metaphor though, there really are monsters who walk among us.. I'm not scared though..
I married the boogeyman.
Cue some creepy killer music..
And he's back again.
Cue some creepy killer music..
And he's back again.
You know, its weird. All these expectations of what and how things should be and wouldn't you know, not one single person has ever truly lived up to the expectations placed upon them. So why bother? Why even have set expectations?
That's right.
Because while everyone else is struggling to meet their expectations I'm over here exceeding them, like
Crushing it!
But these monsters man, they're everywhere. They torture me, they antagonize me.
I know you know what I am talking about. I know you can see what they're doing to me!
I don't know how long I can keep them at bay. I don't know how long I can stop them from taking me over.
I don't know..
I don't know how to relay to you how they eat at me, how they ravage me from the inside. I don't know how to express the feelings of horror that I feel.
I don't know..
Maybe I could start by saying that they push me - they push me to my breaking point like no one else. They shove me into figurative darkness and I like it. And what? I hear things, I feel things, I see things!
I'm stuck..
Stuck between a rock and a hard place, literally. Do I give in and let the monsters control me and every move I make? So I let them take over and force me into the darkness where they will devour my soul? Or do I fight them and push them aside?
I guess we'll find out.. eventually.
Michelle is sitting on a bench inside of Lucas Dog Park, in St Louis, MO. She watched as her and Brandon's two gorgeous pit babies ran amok through the members only park.
"I honestly don't know what's going on with me. I mean, these no talent hacks keep getting one up on me out there in the ring and its really starting to get in my head. Like, there is NO reason that I wasn't better prepared when I faced Druscilla. I'm literally so annoyed.
But I gotta put all that shit behind me. I gotta focus on whats going on now because I can't go back and fix where I've already fucked up. Gotta live in the present and not the past so before I move on, let me just say this. If you got one over on me recently, happy birthday I guess.. but you won't get another one so keep the memories fresh.
Alex Scott, I don't know you, I don't care about you. Honestly I really don't know what Andrews and Dawson are trying to do here but I don't like it.
How in the hell dare they put me in a match with a jobber like you? I mean seriously, I know I've been off my game lately but I didn't know it was THIS bad.
Has this guy even won any matches? And when did he even get hired? Like why don't I know who he is? I have seriously never seen or heard of this man before.
But ill answer my own questions because I actually sat down and forced myself to look you up. You know, you're a boring ass person, Alex. I was really hoping to be surprised by what I found, but I really wasn't. You really are a total letdown.
Anyways, I see that in fact you haven't won a match yet, but no fret, this is only your third match in the company, you could turn everything around with a victory this week.
Oh wait, maybe not this week. It doesn't look good for you this week.
I mean, come on. You really don't think you're gonna get your first win over me, do you? You couldn't even beat that douchebag Paris Aleksander. He didn't even KNOW he joined a wrestling company and he beat you.. easy.
He was buzzed on white claw and cough syrup.. and he still beat you. You should be ashamed of yourself, man. You couldn't even beat someone who drank bitch beers trying to be cool.
I know what you're thinking though. You think it will be easy for you against me because im a woman. Wrong.
Damn, that really sucks for you, Alex.
Oh well.. maybe next week will be your week."
Fade.